Love Is Getting More Complicated

jjiah.

heran karena gue ngemengin hal najis beginian? *eyesrolled* Have it your way.

Well, yeah. Love is insane. It starts not making any sense for me. It never affects me before cuz i think i will always 'him' so i can chill out like oh-he-wont-go-anywhere but this time is different. It was all over and i think it is on the way to the brand new beginning. For short? I'M IN LOVE.

So, it's no longer his all own faults here. It's mine too.

I should've worked things out for us. Fought this. I tried, you know, but it would never work out if the other side just do nothin while i'm struggling. So I give up then finally realize that I got a hard crush wit another him. Byotch? Oh, maybe i am. But who can deal with love? It's easy to say 'loyal', 'us' and 'forever' but hard to do. So with all this feeling, i keep it. Inside. Locked in heart.

But things ain't made for me, huh? It keeps hurting me like hell when it comes to boys. I got a crush on this guy who love my girl. I knew that from the long time though he never said it but i keep it on da down low and act like i dont have any problems with that. In fact, there ARE problems! My hearts, my feelings and everything ARE the problems.

So tell me, whats the good of love if it keeps on shitting me, hmm?